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I'm still trying to figure out who I really am, what I really want and how my life should go, just like any other human being around. This blog is a platform for me to express things that I feel, random thoughts most of the time, for me to rant and share the little bit of joy I have in my life. Take everything you read here with a pinch of salt (or maybe a little more). I am really straighforward but I mean no harm towards anyone (except for people who ask for it, obviously).
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009


不要忘了我有多麼愛你 ♥


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Sunday, November 08, 2009
Highest level of problem-avoidance

Daphanie! Too bored at work, haha!

Phuture with Shermin and Olivia and her friend Naan on Friday night! But I dont have pictures with them, what the hell. I've pictures with Shermin only. Haha!



This face is a must-have in all of Shermin's days/nights out


Some very nice woman offered to take a picture for us

Shermin is a slut!! Look at the amount of skin she's baring!


Mine's more covered up right! Heehee!

I hate desperate army boys! The only sentence to summarize that night at Phuture! Fucking hell.

I only have 2 pictures from last night's drinking at some KTV pub, more with.. Oh fuck. I dont even know who's phone we were using. Hahaha shit. Oh wells, too bad. I hope I can get them from Facebook somehow haha!

Oh, and notes from last night:

1) I fucking hate fucking little sluts who cannot drink, but drink a lot, and then make themselves look like fools, and then embarrassing the ones who brought them out to drink.

2) Why the hell didnt you offer to pay a little for the drinks when you saw one of our girls sitting there, her hands holding the bill and cash we forked out, and she was still trying to come up with the sum on the bill? You're a fucking guy, who has enough to get so many tattoos, your license and own a bike, for fuck's sake. We're not even asking you to fork out $100. And quoting Stephanie, "Even $30 helps a lot." Shame on you.

3) Seriously, we have been out long enough to know when you stupid bitches are acting drunk in the pub. Who the hell tumbles all over the place, cannot stand on her own feet, needs the guys to hold her and then becomes completely sober 10 minutes later when we start discussing who should share the cab and go home together? We ain't fools.

Last night, really. Never felt my blood boil so much in a long time.


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Thursday, November 05, 2009
Happy 47th Birthday, Mummy.

I hope you liked your present.


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Wednesday, November 04, 2009
I wished I was stronger

Lunch with the boys/Bugis with Shermin/Town with Twins+Sarah+Clara

We're chio like that






Trina

Tania

My babies


Shermin and I have the same bag and same wallet, talk about being tight

I dont really feel like talking much here so yeah, more pictures and nonsense at Shermin's blog.

我好想你 想到不能呼吸 
想到全身沒力氣 沒有關係
你別忘記 我們的約定 
一直都在我心裡
不管你在哪裡 
不要忘了我有多麼愛你


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I need to be needed

Farmville. Emoville.
Cafe World. Cafe Emo.
Happy Aquarium. Emo Aquarium.

I absolutely abhor myself when I am down. I feel as though I have been sucked dry of any happiness that is left in my body.

I cant always be the one taking all the fucking initiative, you know?

But times like this, I'm glad I have Shermin.


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Monday, November 02, 2009
Drained

I'm fucking exhausted. Tomorrow is a super long day. School from 9am-6pm. Give me strength to pull through school and then work from 7pm-midnight.

I wished I was really Iron Woman.

IMMBA ):


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If You Are What You Say You Are,

Sometimes I wonder if people really say what they mean and mean what they say. I wished I could have a lie detector in me which can detect any discrepancies in my conversations with people. More often than not, I choose to believe the most ridiculous things that people say, or the most absurd reasons excuses they come up with for doing things which are unacceptable. I'm not stupid, I'm not naive. I just respect you as a person, that's all.

As I type this, I have several people on my mind. If I were to talk about them one by one, I could probably type a 10,000 word essay, along with evidences to support my statements. But no, I shall not do that for it would 1) cause a lot of conflicts for I know some of them read my blog and 2) use up too much of my brainpower which I must say is very little now, thanks to all this workload that's only slowly falling into place.

Really, is it so difficult for you to treat a person as a friend, with no bad intentions? You can make use of someone you call a "friend" as a weapon to someone else you hate. I dont know what to think about this friendship at all.

If only people didnt have such complicated and fucked up minds.


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Sunday, November 01, 2009
Never Again




No more ): I hope Weikiat's friend will treat them well!

On a completely different note, I am feeling like a dead fish right now thanks to the damned hangover. Which is also the reason why I didnt go watch the boys play soccer or attend BZSE's BBQ.

Chivas + Beer + Vodka = INDIA

I'll
Never
Do
It
Again!!!!!!!!

Merlion all the way home. I am pretty sure I made an embarrassment of myself last night. Sigh. This is bad ):

Oh! Today is Jovan's 18th birthday!


HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY JOVAN HO! LOVELOVE! ♥♥♥


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Thursday, October 29, 2009






These three little sweethearts were rescued by three friends of mine, DaiWei, Jin and Weikiat and are now "living" with DaiWei the Tiger. Hahaha! DaiWei is an asshole who had decided to name all of them Michelle. Like, what the fuck!? No, that's not going to happen, we're going to think of names soon :)

Oh man, they are so fucking cute! I visited them before work and was holding them in my hands. They kept licking me with their little tongues and biting me with their tiny teeth. So ultra cute! They're so small, soft and fragile. So mega adorable! Damn, maternal instincts. Hahaha!

I miss the kitties already!!!


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Wednesday, October 28, 2009
I'm Officially Missing You

Today started out as a horrible day but whatever, let's not talking about stuff that will make my blood boil.

A whole afternoon and evening of shopping at Bugis street! I never knew I could stay there for so long! Hahaha! Things are indeed different when you have cash on you. But damn it, I'm broke again. Need to wait for my full pay to come in!


With Shermin!

And my loot, at the end of the session. Hahaha!

We were so fucking tired! I think it's not just from the shopping but from the bullshitting and laughing! I love going out and laughing with at her! She then went to meet her noob in the evening while I waited at Bugis for Doris!

My favourite siao char bor
(Omg we look so alike here!)

And OUR loot at the end, when we were going home.

Madness, we each managed to spend >$100 at Bugis! Congratulations! We're officially poor now! Hahaha! Assholes please stop borrowing money from us. Especially from Doris! She's not a fucking ATM, damn it. People should just stop treating her like one. One day, she's going to explode at you. She might be nice but there's a limit to everything. So dont push it too far!


One tote bag, one sling bag, two bermudas and five t-shirts

And only the bags are for myself. Hahaha! The rest are for the 2nd and 3rd important men in my life, as well as *! More about this soon, heehee! It's meant to be a surprise but if it leaks out, it wont be fun anymore.

I cannot wait for the weekends to come!


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